Ilang araw na akong ganito. Low Self Esteem na naman, bakit kaya? Siguro dahil malapit na ang monthly period ko.
Maybe not. Maybe this is happening for a reason.
Everything has its own reason. Sabe ko nga ke Jed. Everything that had happened in the past is because of reasons. So there, we have managed to find out the reason why we need to broke up that time.
I’m too young then, I’m to idealistic. I’m full of pride, I’m thinking of what others might say. And most of all, I believe it’s the right thing to do. I told him that I can’t be a mother of someone else’s child. That thing already is in the past right now. All that matters right now is what we have today.
I’ve missed him and I realized that I really love him. that I do care for him. that, no matter where I am, where I’ll ever be, I’ll love him. and he knows that. We both need time to settle things. Our own complications then, we can be together forever.
Complications never depart our relationship. I need to trust him more this time. FAITH. And this time, I know, he is doing the right thing as well. I’ve learned my lesson the hard way. And I need to trust his heart.
Roxie, I hope you’re right.
Oh, Jed… You’re still the stranger on that corner. And I’m still the same me, running toward that corner.
Sigh.
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